UniQuelyMe

hey

2008-10-11T02:26:00.000-07:00

This is SD... ya back aft hiatus 4 such a long time...
So how have things gone for you do tell me in my chatbox... =))
check this song out man

it totally rules!
She Aussie btw, if ya time check out this other Aussie, Lenka - The Show.

So the O lvls are round the corner... This makes me really tense... Okay, besides the topic of education. SD is really confused abt certain things right now and it makes him really pissed. Soooooo pissed... like toilet sorta pissed. On a lighter note, I adore ADOBO sauce. Only the sauce! Will someone just get me some? along with cornick k!

hi...

2008-07-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

Song; I'm With You - Avril Lavigne
Book; The Little Prince

Long before the creation of the mountains there lived R and F. They did everything in perfection. It was the completion of the most fundamental concept of life; happiness.Soon as the Earth took forms, so did the 2.The mountains threatened to split both of them.Soon they were apart and moved along differently and it came to a point that neither knew each other.They found less interest in what used to be.They soon died. I have no idea what this means, i just wrote what i thought. I guess as happy things may seem, i'm really messed up. I feel so indifferent now. Indifferent to loads of things. I've become numb from everything.

guess who's back

2008-06-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! finally i'm bloggin again. i needa break from everything. i feel like a tree with no roots, no grounding. like it comes n goes as easy. *sighs* anyway the vids of me pls delete em!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Year craps

2008-01-01T06:26:00.001-08:00

hey so how ya'll doin? (sounds like many people even read this crap)

well, it is a new year... been doing some thinking, the more i think... the more screwed things seem. oh well, so erm this year was mostly rubbish n fun... there were a couple of problemos but i end up living with it. hell yeah did i learn quite a bit. met a few interesting human beings here n there. got kicked out of things n pulled into new stuff. hey i picked up where i left off in terms of instruments. it is sad to know i have O's this year and that things are NOT gonna be beautiful. however hey i'm growin (don't start about height n kurusness for i am fat!) in years to come just think of wat i can do, i know u would'nt! so like wat ppl would do, here is thy new year resolutions:

1. subway!
2. get my grades up
3. attain grade 3 or 4 in piano
4. read more
5. write a novella
6. get the spider-dan n leaf boy blog up n running with stories every 2 weeks
7. kill a mosquito with 1 clap
8. world peace *2fingers* <<< no way!!!
9. wreck less not wreckless but lesser of wrecking stuff... i think i can do it...
10. talk less...??? ah i know i know shhhhh

so here is to those smsed me but i could'nt coz of my prepaid credits. anyway i got it top-up for new year! HAPPY ENGLISH NEW YEAR... soon CHINESE NEW YEAR... y no indian new year eh? eh???!!!!!

totally tired

2007-12-27T09:33:00.000-08:00

word: lets see i shall use 3 vowels, a e and i... zigage - sounds like to run as fast as ya can!
song recommendation: Until You Leave Me by permenant ME

i had 2 go sch for 2 ccas today... 0.0 indeed... first Red Cross (yes i am still in it... can't believe it right... me too) i am sry guys if i destroyed the banner but hey! it looked fine in the end... ya guys used my paint too... lol! after that i went makan with fat, az and chee jean (correct spelling?). next to school for LAC. hand painting session and filming... the filming was completed and ya know wat! MR C. TAN (the one who dislikes me but doesn't hate me) is fine with the Jack-in-the-Box! I did the painting mua haha........... fine eugene did it too! oh this holiday have have watched i think 5 movies? the golden compass, bee movie, enchanted, i am legend, alvin and the chipmunks. i am legend is not bad actually... *spoiler alert* continue reading if thou wants to find out the ending of i am legend... i'll put it below. oh and do rmb to switch fone to silent and CHECK b4 ya leave. i left my fone at the cinema! ran back n got it in the end. on christmas it was travel n travel n travel! i first went eugene's place then went to see Dan Kassim, Fau, Iz (M) and Faid. after tt go granny's coz it is like a dinner christmas party like thing. erm i have done very lil of my hw and i shall do it today l8r... i shall nw admit i like the song boston and to think my nemesis likes it... i dun hate him no more, just call nemesis for fun je. oh so now the spoiler! WILL SMITH DIES AT THE END OF THE MOVIE AND THE CURE HAS BEEN THE BLOOD OF SURVIVORS ALL THE WHILE. THE FUGGLY STUFF ARE NOT VAMPIRES BUT THEY EXHIBIT VAMPIRE-LIKE BEHAVIOR EXCEPT BLOOD SUCKING. THEY ARE INFECTED HUMANS FROM A MAN-MADE DISEASE. now hate me for this... okay so randomly i was searching the web na d poof check this chick on her super cool violin! she is a HIP-HOP VIOLINIST.

& this uber cool ventriloquist

nothing to do!

2007-12-04T09:00:00.000-08:00

word of the day: clackingest - to describe a fella who speaks like a CD on repeat
song: Tim Mcgraw by Taylor Swift

i am so tired! anway i went out 2day wih nas faid n ammarah. played arcade... spent... a total of 10 bucks i guess. erm i am currently tryna play 'to zanarkand' from FFX (final fantasy 10) then y not just type final fantasy 10 rather than FFX. 0.0 it never occured to me to type final fantasy 10 rahter than FFX. well to make ya happy i shall type finaly fantasy 10 rather than FFX. FINAL FANTASY 10!

woots!

2007-11-25T02:02:00.000-08:00

word: voouush - when others think that you are pissed but you're not. "Don't be so
vooush man! I am not pissed!!!" said Harry the Baldie.
book reading: The Diary of Anne-Frank

i just so freaking inspired i managed a piano piece tt carries a musical sorta sound n is happy! dang! woots ya know what this song is freaking happy too! must dengar yar!

prep language

2007-11-22T21:41:00.000-08:00

word of the day: duperubersadistcallydown - to be ultra sad about an untold reason
song recommendation: Song In My Head by Sherwood

people have you guys realize how weird preps spell stuff. to be specific thy preps of s'pore.
here is a list:

eu = you
ie = i
hahas/lols = laughter
hmms = pondering thoughts
heart = love
dae = day
yesh = yes = a sign of agreement
takecaires = to take care?

from my extensive 10 min research from various web sources, i have therefore concluded preps rule at phonics. they get the spelling thru listen! freaking cool! like how i spell malay words at times. now the brits n americans spell stuff n pronouce things differently ain't it! well watch this dude/dudette.

class chalet

2007-11-12T07:35:00.000-08:00

SUCKSESS! jeez it kinda sucked n rule so i came out with this word. well for one, my face all kena burnt.

2007-11-11T08:02:00.001-08:00

i can no longer take this anymore. i feel so like falling!

green is the new me for the moment

2007-11-11T07:55:00.000-08:00

do ya realize how much ppl are mad over one song by the click 5 called JENNY. i mean like, wats with the fuss mans or wo-mans! haha anyway i got so bored i had to read about condelezza rice! she plays the piano by the way! for crying out loud i had a MAJOR scrabble match like the day before and i met this dude i call him TAN and like had matches with him twice! wt* i mean like it is like a MAJOR coincidence! on top of tt he is = as crazy as yours truly. jeez the TANS roam everywhere! l8r i met this chick who is like a drummer n the only few chosen souls to like rock music in her school of pop. we were like, hey wanna play w/out time (yes) hey can we put this word, afat and jazzom (yes) haha like really whack up rite? (yes)

the end of the year

2007-11-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

yeah! here it is at last, my final year to secondary! we don't pay close attention but to think of it, i would miss everything and everyone in my secondary school if i leave next year. this year was particularly good. i pick up things i gave up before, i see things in a different light. it has been a weird year. very much a roller coaster! the ups and downs (loads of it). it is amazing how i can still be living and breathing! hey after all that i've been through, the sudden change of the sorta friends and with how the teachers have a change in how i am. jeez. i do admit okay! i did change, but hey! thats how things are. i do fear for what is to come but i do look forward too. i guess i've been alone for too long. perhaps just too much of what things mean to me. so the lastest stuff to my life... well i have just completed my intensive torture program we have at school. the upcoming camps would well lets not mention too much of how it would be. mixed feelings... the school needs to have doors for the showers. come on the showers are in front of the mirrors, all one gotta do i to look at the mirrors are ta da da your free _______ (adj). 0.0 a major 0.0! i just got some tops from Zara and it cost me like 0.0. erm lets see, practically everything is going fine. i just have some problemos with ka chings and well lets not talk about it. i need a break to think about stuff! sighs and smiles! tts all for now i guess. SD =))

sod it all

2007-09-18T04:59:00.000-07:00

hey hey! sod off ah! i am so angry now >.< ah!!!! sod everything siak! i ask myself why? then all i get is silence and then loads of bloody complaints! everything is like at the baseline! why am i this way? blubbering blisters! pissed X 10^23. totaled everything! who gives a flying darn about it siak! meluat! kamu macam mau hilang! hilang ah! go ahead! i would be the one suffering anyway ber!

yay! pergi watch movie with MS FU

2007-09-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

ah chey she very bad sey, dun wanna sit with me! ms fu instead chose faid! =(( oh well, it seemed like i watched ratatouille again! so dumb, first time w/ cass'e n izzy n now w/ Ms Fu, Faid, Ammar, Nas! dumb eh! thats me =))

ah don't bother readin my blog!

2007-08-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

serious bother readin other ppls blogs, not mine, mine is some crap work of crap

2007-08-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

now great, it has come to this. yes, yes go round walloping that bush. it would not retaliate

no inspiration yesterday although i kinda had... ah i am bloggin bout yesterday -.-

2007-06-21T06:59:00.001-07:00

i woke up with some darn aching in my head...
went to the doc's for some cough prescription and i found out that i was having a terrible throat infection -.- mc it is then.

i went 2 do my homework with Eugene or is it Y.Z... hey they r different okay, one is some really easily irritated being and the other has the brain of a bird... retard!!! fine i know i am dumb -.-
we like walked the whole library in search of a spot, we then went to the hotel lounge and decided to do our hmwk there, we needed 2 buy smth and when we flipped the menu ... there it is COKE for $9!!! for 9 stinking dollars! jeepers, we left and headed back to the library. sat on the floor and got chased away, so we went 2 the basement - CHILDREN SECTION!!! there we made quite a racket. obviously i was the generator... y me y me =(( the green goblin of the library asked me 2 hush. nah fine =((

later we were like doin the hmwk half heartedly. aft the hmwk session we went 2 makan!!! at the esplande, ya know the Makan Sutra corner. He ordered Fried Kway Teou (how the toot do u spell such stuff) and I go fried carrot cake. the FKT is not bad i must say, the FCC is like well... not too good and not that bad. one of the stall owner was like eating her own food and was like giving those "mmm mmm my food taste so good!" lol. we headed to the esplanade next. on the concourse was this indian dude on the keys, the previous days we went was a lady singing musicals and she is entertaining indeed. we went 2 the library and poof we hear some lady singing. bam went thru the door and there was a GUY with a guitar singing. he sounded like a gal! jeepers he voice is good i gotta tell ya. it is like so darn high and falsettoish. i ordered a $2.50 coke 0.^ pricey but it is coke rite. ah coke... one can write wonders on that drink blasted from the sky. andrew was the guy's name. he is good i tell ya. goin there on friday (since 2day is like thurs, that means 2mr).

we went down aft the whole performance, andrew's last song was HALLELUJAH. heard music again, it was from Harry's. we tot it was a pub and req. a certain age 2 enter however it was a steakhouse -.- we went outside instead, heard singing again. drats we stood outside of the club watching the guys perform thru some glass panel. then the usual, "dan it is like gettin late, ur dad might just kick u out again..." home bound it was______________

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2007-06-21T05:47:00.000-07:00

the world spins madly. the fantasy gets outta hand. the the whole world is moving and i'm standin' still. when will i break the yolk? can you consume egg in the first place? i will not forget all that i am with ya and everything else, it is impossible for me to move on but i have decided to. i got over most of it but i have yet to fully comprehend why? if you could tell me then it would be simple but if i told you based on your experience it would be as good as gone. i'd never wanna leave, it is the first and the best i came across. the waters still at this point. the rest of the rapids concern nothing of my nature now. calm the seas of ya could but i will never let you know. fantasy has took over my realization. the cat feels the pain in her neck when she tries to chase her tail. if i am that tail the cat would just strut. i was the tick that itch then tell the cat to rid the tick. she would do it i bet.

really cass'e i haf 2 use it FONCUSED

2007-06-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

i am like totally foncused en su mas pura!!!!!
ouh look clouds... the clouds at Vivo tell like tales. Ya get 2 see mermaids, dogs, bunnies, some really freaky fat guy who Eugene and I kinda saw like on Friday and today. 2day was like crazy Eugene, me, Cassie and Maryann went 2 school then AMK where we met Hafiz. Hafiz is a nice guy (period). Then we went Vivo and stoned like real bad. Aft we when 2 the loo 2 yes yes (in French) I kinda got like a hyperness back! We head 2 Ben 'n' Jerry's and I think I kinda got some1 annoyed. Speaking of which, I am terribly sorry man. =(( *horns withdrawn back into head*. Cass'e got like this urge 2 go 2 the library @ ORCHARD!!!! oh well we did go, i borrowed this really good book called 'ONE LAST KILL' (how can i go wrong, it is cass'e choice). 2day was pretty much dead, Eugene found it crappy. to tell ya the truth it is paling crappy. aku nak mati! 0.0 oh yeah,
note to self: If ya ever wanna suck bags thru straws, use the large one for bubble tea.
note to self: Try cass'e bag and it is like flowers, suck Maryann's bag and it is like Strawberries, Eugene's bag well... it is an acquired taste like how some people love durians while others hate it.

¡soy como totalmente confuso!!! ¡incapaz hablar una palabra! ¿qué el deuce yo está haciendo si no puedo hablar? me odio

oh well... till next time guten tag!!!! oh oh yeah it is Auf Wiedersehen

darn it LOWER THE TEMPERATURE!

2007-06-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

jeepers i am cookin back here in s'pore. yeah! the temperature in aussie is between 8 - 17 degrees.
Australia was a blast! tried the subway there, well the tuna sub tasted like SANDWICH! "Yo Daniel! Subway is a sandwich!" What I meant was that it tasted different from those back here, i prefer the subway here. The setting of subway in Aus was oh well abt the same as in s'pore. The cookie is smaller compare to those found here. However the McDonald's are like mama mia! the fries taste good, fresh and fluffy. The McFlurry is more proportionally generous than those in s'pore. Pass a guitar shop with loads of guitars... all priced like ^. Hey looking for Esprit top for SGD 12 then head on to Smith Street in Melbourne. Things there are like rather cheap. I got a RipCurl bag with a pencil case for AUS$45 and some wallet for 12. An Addidas cap for 10 and Havainas flip flops for 18 when in s'pore it is like S$42. Not forgetting the chicks there... Asians are hot!
Ouh I can never forget bout Marlo the dog. 2 year old Golden Retriever. He was a nice mutt. Just between u and me, I ran in the war memorial and go kicked out... ehem someone got it too... thanks for running with me, i was on the brink of death with all that solemnity
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Whoever you are, shall you comprehend how I feel being on the optics with you, can u look at me for once and say the things that make it right. Will I piece to find truth? Stop giving me half broken lollies when I want the whole piece. The soul shall transcend into this abyss for now, ut remember the metamorphosis I went thru for the very cloud to be a ravine and the stars to reveal endless sparkle with in my eyes before I drift to my fantasy. Get away from reality for once, let the subconscious me do the editing and only when i awake will this all be left in the deep abyss i have thrown those many previous tapes along with. I do so belong where I stand, just wanted to know that there is one who cares for if I am there or if I am gone. Will things be different till you just want to find my shadows or will it be unlike tomorrow framed by yesterday not caring if I'd actually be gone. If I am gone, it is the choice between one going against what I express on the outside to those who may know that I want it otherwise deep down. I can fill a jug, will I see it as half empty or half full. Days that I may work my olfactory functions to know you are there are usually half full. Until we turn our backs and face the rest. The truth appears. How can i live with this turmoil, I am not living, just making-do with this blithe sentences that only I can decipher. yas ot tnaw hci ynam eid fo evah hci emos eid desserpxe ylraelc hci erofereht eid daer ot eno eht ton era uoy. ich is kleine! ich liebe zucker!

hit me with one title

2007-05-27T03:47:00.000-07:00

hi again,
I am *toot* up again
Yeah same old noise machine blogging once AGAIN
"yo Daniel, shut up with the 'again' thing! Annoying freak..."

guess what, i wrote another crap song... I am always writing crap!

Moved along this winding path
so alone under the streetlamps
they'd shine so bright into the night
then you could see the tears I cried

I was born in list of the outcast
the name I bore, the name of the mismatched.
Settled for the one to comprehend my feelings
the one who could let my spirit go

Sometimes I'd wished I'd change the way things would go
I'd walk a mile just to find your window closed
Take down the wall, swing your door so wide
In this world where there is no where, no where for me to hide

If I was asked to chose from all things
I would chose someone to can change my soul
If I was asked to unmask to show
my soul, I know you would go

Sometimes I'd wished I'd change the way things would go
I'd walk a mile just to find your window closed
Take down the wall, swing your door so wide
In this world where there is no where, no where for me to hide

Everytime I look at you, my diary pages gain
Everytime I'd try to tell you, the words exit you head
All I want to do is to shout it out loud, the very truth from my mouth
On moutains not malls, with nights not days
I'll be thru it all

Sometimes I'd wished I'd change the way things would go
I'd walk a mile just to find your window closed
Take down the wall, swing your door so wide
In this world where there is no where, no where for me to hide

When is the time for me to let you go
I'd walk a mile just to find your window closed
Take down the wall, swing your door so wide
In this world where there is no where, no where for me to hide
Dig my grave, still digging till the time

ich breche dich, wenn die die letzte Sache auf der Liste der To-doliste Daniels ist. diese Person ist eine dumme Kuh, aber ich bin hasse nicht dieses soemone. dennoch hasse ich, daß jemand für das Elend inficted, gleichwohl diese Person noch nicht hassen!

random

2007-05-05T02:19:00.000-07:00

it has been awhile

2007-03-05T05:25:00.000-08:00

so all u beings of thy planet with a tomato soup of races... again how are ur grades?
nvm we r all in the same boat. Subjects I used to get top in secondary 2 became my worst and my worst few, (exclude u know, i know, we all know, mummy tongue) became thy best. 0.0 stares blankly at the screen. oh well. But here is the big fish (stop wriggling, splash! I am so wet now -.-), I clinched a 7 marks for the essay paper. Well HE did make all things in 7 days, the perfect number! My paper 2 was better, red 30/50 appeared.

I JUST BOUGHT A CARRIE UNDERWOOD ALBUM...
Country, I LOVE. On a serious note, i felt like the money spent is worth it. The songs and voice... ah!!!! *falls into a deep trance*.

*Please leave a message after the tone.Apologies amany, I am currently away from my phone. Do call me 15 minutes later.* _______________beep_______________

adt =)) i am not gonna bother bout ur blog ok, there are some guys who love me till they gotta pretent 2 be me *sings in an honoured tone*. So pls stop considerin that all those taggies might be from yours truly.

readers, i guess i haf TAKEN u guyes on a ROLLER-COSTER ride of emotions =)

2007-02-09T23:47:00.000-08:00

well another phase of my feelings whirl. On friday, (road run day) it was the most therapeutic crossroad day of this year. It was like Cassandra stepped into my way of doing science, the practical way. She follow me to the labs to culture more e. coli bacteria and haha *alcohol burning*. the flame was so beautiful. Next I promised 2 keep her company. We went 2 Plaza Singaura for a frap. (starbucks), I had my ever faithful 2 thy fats - SUBWAY! She sat down and described her observations of couples and odd beings. She told me it was usual tt she would go 2 orchard, grab a coffee and start describing the people passin' by. It was kinda cool. Next we went in 2 shop a little. Windin' up in Times where we randomly found 2 nice cover book and had this random idea of a sharing journal for our stories, poetry, songs and for teaching each other our strengths. Next we went to madewithlove, a very insiprational shop. It is the shop ever. The things sold there were just wow, tree huggerish =)) so much fo now... i haf loads 2 say but i am too malas to explain everything now. until next time, auf wiedersehen.

ok this is so serious...

2007-02-02T04:45:00.000-08:00

MAN! things has been down 4 me recently (are teachers checking our blogs out), I guess I am too commited. SO MUCH for loving what i do =(( I'd like 2 think tt teachers has been thru my life. it ain't simple. My CCA's (i know the constant, 'hey quit this and stay here'), I love my CCAs coz LA club allows me 2 shout to express mostly enjoy. RC, it is 2 help me lose mass (mass is independant of gravity therefore it not changing even if i go 2 the north pole 9.77 m/s^2 acceleration). Infocomm gives me new friends =)) oh pls save me. oh yeah the piling of homework too... MATH and MATH. The teachers ALL seems to be against me, this saddens me. Now come prefects, I cannot be present 4 all meetings and i get all the sarcasm from Ms. Tin Can and Mr. Kim Chi. I haf A LOT of homework and commitments and they think tt there r bout the same situation. Everything please STOP!!!!!!!!!!!! take a breather. sometimes i get so stolid and phlegmatic that i wish they can take a walk in my shoes for a start, they think it is easy being me just standing there...

theSTRESS

beep the time bomb ticks
I'll pop a vessel soon in minutes

if things don't go the way you want it to

shout out to me if you quit soon

when the china breaks and cracks

with needles and thread you make me stitch the mess

they pop champagnes and we know the rest

the main thing is to call me trash

your size don't fit mine
the thing is found but you still find

my shoes are worn so forlorn

them style is to wear shirt that's torn

you seem classy but wearing flip-flops

they de facto meetings just makes me end up in knots

when i want to sit in meadows blowing forget-me-nots
he seems to enjoy the view of me
tailing behind his behind in anger and misery

10 to 9 the time bomb starts to click
enough time to read my lips
' I-A-M-E-X-P-E-R-I-E-N-C-I-N-G-T-H-I-S-N-O-M-O-R-E!'

for i am now sick for a day but catching movies in the mall.

point to the PLANET SHAKER!!!

2007-01-20T22:33:00.000-08:00

hey planet shaker =)) how was ur sat... mine was a BLAST!

Guess what, me, Mirjam, Darshenee & Cassandra aka Hilary went 2 church 2gether =)) what church u may inquisitive ask. well it is NCC - New Creation Church (not IT's NCC). So Cassie brought her nice friend, NATALIE - of denmark origin =)). In the church, intially, both Cassie and Nat. surprisingly did not jump during the worship part (FYI: Mir me and darsh actually jumped). When we went back to our seat, this green striped shirt dude kept looking at Nat. whoots* he kept stealing looks - seriously, he is so like IT; annoying. His side and back looks handsome (an agreement between Mir, me and Cassie) but the front... find me a toilet bowl! pls it is so... it just irks me. ltr darshe went off 2 watch an NC16 Pan's Labyrinth. we had some group gather where testimonies were shared. after tt we went 4 more worship.... this time Nat. and Cassie jumped and the jumping was accompained by turning. Planet Shaker merchandise were given out with loads of whoots* (i envy those who can whoot and scream). next comes bye bye =(( but memories are there and we WILL go again 2gether =)) haha next round i guess i shall bring... hmm, suggest 2 me pls under comments-

mustWATCH

2007-01-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

must watch SHREK 3 yar!!! must coz... the premiere is on my b'day!!! =) 30-03-07

theLOAD of homework

2007-01-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

hey babtian, i know i haf not been active online... anyway i hope u keep checking my blog out =)) new e-mail: tree-huggerism@hotmail.com

u know the amt of homework is pathetically a lot. exp the fact that notes must be taken down ASAP and tt shorthand must be part of u. =.= so tied alr... besides i like no one now >>. free bird (don't think bird as *** pls) homework homework test and more test. my life is in a hectic situation now. it is like my eyes are the peaks of Himalayas when doing homework.

I am chosen 2 sing 4 RC talentine

2007-01-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

drats, my stupid blog... now i have 2 like sing for red cross talentine =((( my heart by irwanshah feat. acha. percinta wanita quite nice too haha. my voice sucks sey...but haf 2 sing my heart. i like singing but like my voice sucks - perhaps as bad as IT! wah! i haf 2 memorize the lyrics too!!!!!

MY HEART
di sini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
mejalani kasih sayang
bahagia ku dengan mu

pernahkan kau meguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
di sini surga kita

bila kita mecintai yang lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin
tak akan pernah sayangku akan hilang

(EL PART)

Disappointed

2007-01-01T06:06:00.000-08:00

Haiz disappointed with the one i wanna backpack with =((

My New Year Resolutions

2006-12-31T06:11:00.000-08:00

Hmm... firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

RESOLUTIONS

haha, watch at least 3 movies with *ehem*
BUY LEAVE THE PIECES by THE WRECKERS!
jalan kayu pratas with *ehem* and friends ------------------->>>
get GOLD for ELEMENTZ (hey i can be ambitious can't I, lol)
settle in a service, Mirjam's or Mine with MR. Tay and Tan
let go of IT (hoping)
finish a novella
get something from RED CROSS TALENTINE - i wanna sing =((
patronize SUBWAY every first Tuesday of the month
of course get good grades
oh yes the MELBOURNE TRIP, James and Darshenee should be on it too!
pray for Mirjam
hope Lim Yi finds his true calling
make new friends, like BRYAN and SUFIYAN in my new class
treat Nasiruddin to makan! (Nas loves SEOUL GARDENS)
visit the VATICAN

So what are ur's post a comment or something 2 reply...

The Class Barbecue

2006-12-29T20:24:00.000-08:00

'United we stand, divide we fall...' haha! Hi again HEbabats and SHEbabats, so how was ur day. Enough crap from me.... Okay so u wanna know 'bout the barbecue?
Well it was fun with great friends, EXCEPT for the fact that Mr Charcoal kept insulting me, anyway I ignored him and of course the ever (meluat) IT. irks me man whenever i see IT. yucks!!! *shivers down my spine*. The food was fine, hey wait... Did i eat? oh yes SUBWAY. The bbqed food ain't meant for my taste buds, with the exception of the uncooked corn. Read Fatemah's blog for more info of how the bbq was, i am not in the mood 4 this... =))

What the heck, I have'nt got a slightest idea of what to name this

2006-12-29T20:04:00.000-08:00

As for those who know me, i guess you would know how much i longed 2 travel the globe - backpacker, i need to search for a partner then... i know someone who would do this too... haha! (not that is concerns any of you, but i am blogging this coz i just feel happy and that i should remember this goal for mine) . So i figured out that when i am older, i shall spend 4 years of earning sufficient money to travel for one year around the world. 1st stop, London. Then i would spend 1 and a half months staying there trying 2 assimilate the culture. I would definitely rent a one-room apartment and look for a job (i hope i land lucky on a singing career, i know i don't have the voice but hey! who knows). That way i can lessen my burden and i can see the world through a new perspective. After that, i would visit the rest of Europe, (Italy is a must). Then off to America. I would spend, haha, 3 months too. Get a job but this time more of nature, I would go to Colorado then straight to Mississippi (near the Everglades) followed by San Fransisco < time for a job then, and lastly Hawaii. ( as you can see, this time is mostly, nature sorta thing). The following continent - Africa. I would spend some time but a short while enjoying the scenery and do some mission work. I would definitely go to Mauritius coz it would be like in 2005 that i went there and imagine how much changes would have happened. Head on to Israel for religious reasons and to be amazed with the truth. Fly Down under and back to Singapore just in time for Christmas - I would be full of international presents then LOL! =)
11 - (3 months in EU) - (3 months in US) = 5 months to be divided among AU, AFRICA and ISRAEL hmm... not bad. HAHA!

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2006-12-26T06:18:00.000-08:00

is it me or did i turn sentimental... btw school is starting soon and guess what! i kinda figured out things between DTJW and mua! < haha! in ur face to those who never believe in friendship =))
i so love lily allen's song LDN - thx lil' dude LY and cMJ for the tip... should i pen a novel? if i do i shall post it online and u guys can like critique on it yars?! anyway i joined some L.A club, kinda cool i guess. oooo i just can't wait 4 the trip 2 down under next yr. missin' some of my friends already. hmm the class gathering is held on 29th dec at 4pm, pasir ris yar. do come!!! if not book the pit 4 online 2 people is it... and erm some1 promised 2 watch stars with me too *blushes* aiya malu sey

My Feelings are Seriously Messed

2006-10-20T21:16:00.000-07:00

There is something troubling me...

To add on, where did my friends go. Being more lonely than ever. Sometimes, I hope the suffering would end. I wanna try being friends with HIM coz, i feel really bad. How can I be with HIM? Will we ever be friends? Life is all bout choices... that are hard 2 make. I do have conscience too. I needa know wad I am talking bout. People do get irritated or even angry at me for wad I said. Y do I not realise what I say until it is when people get angry. : _(

EXAMS are OVER!!!

2006-10-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

" ku rasakan pudar dalam hatiku, rasa cinta yang ada untuk diri mu..." THAT song is so sticky 2 my brain...

Uh-huh, the exams r over! But it means the year is close 2 an end 2. I really wish 2ea can stay 2gether and not of seperate classes, some chose 'EB' as the first choice while others 'EC'. Then no one wanna go EA, (babat aku meletup), only CHINA ORANG (no offense)!!! (eeks so GARANG not like me) Like who wanna go 2 a class where u step in with 'ching ching ni hao' I wanna go a class with 'vittu padam enna'! I really hope menyampah dude (not obessesion) ain't no chosing 'EA', so PANDIsh. Next yr kinda feel like doing ELEMENTZ with James and Darshenee (i know, i know, u know, we know). Bsides the SSEF, OMG this yrs prize was a whopping $1000 cash + a paid trip to new mexico 2 compete in ISEF!!! Loads of '!!!' I know.

The exams...

2006-10-06T02:15:00.000-07:00

"During Mother tongue, his tapping, his bangging of shoe and voice (jeepers he sings?)" was my thoughts of IT (menyampah!)
Life has been miserable, study study study. What life. TIMES HAS CHANGED HAS IT? Look at 'cockles' he has change too. *sobs* i am invisible!!!

Maybe It Is Too Much of A Bother

2006-09-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

I guess I needa leave what experiences i have behind and let Mr Menyampah e whatever he is sick at... on a serious note, am i spending 2 much time on getting angry at that dude instead of concentrating on my studies. i do feel lonely although i am surrounded by a sea of friends. perhaps it is time 4 me 2 wake up and smell the sweet scent of buttercup alone. The loneliness is so excruciating that it leads me 2 asking qns that irritate. it is like no one ask or talk 2 me unless it is homework however the interesting Salient 4 racial harmonoius friends ( Darshe, Mirjam, Ming Jia and Ammarah), the 2 SUMO dudes (James and Zheng Jie), and Ramzan-Nas-Naufal-Fat-Az group are those who keep me from insanity. Here comes EOY and there I go studying to sickness again...

Read it if U hate LB Agar

2006-06-13T19:50:00.000-07:00

My gosh LB agar really skinks! Imagine all the bacteria growing on a petri dish in so many colonies. Oh and especially when u have just taken the liquid agar out of the autoclave and open the cap.