yeah! here it is at last, my final year to secondary! we don't pay close attention but to think of it, i would miss everything and everyone in my secondary school if i leave next year. this year was particularly good. i pick up things i gave up before, i see things in a different light. it has been a weird year. very much a roller coaster! the ups and downs (loads of it). it is amazing how i can still be living and breathing! hey after all that i've been through, the sudden change of the sorta friends and with how the teachers have a change in how i am. jeez. i do admit okay! i did change, but hey! thats how things are. i do fear for what is to come but i do look forward too. i guess i've been alone for too long. perhaps just too much of what things mean to me. so the lastest stuff to my life... well i have just completed my intensive torture program we have at school. the upcoming camps would well lets not mention too much of how it would be. mixed feelings... the school needs to have doors for the showers. come on the showers are in front of the mirrors, all one gotta do i to look at the mirrors are ta da da your free _______ (adj). 0.0 a major 0.0! i just got some tops from Zara and it cost me like 0.0. erm lets see, practically everything is going fine. i just have some problemos with ka chings and well lets not talk about it. i need a break to think about stuff! sighs and smiles! tts all for now i guess. SD =))